The begining of hell

So..days passed and i fall in love with Kazuki and "he with me". . .
A nice part..was that..he always was there for me..when i was fighting with my parents or when i was single...and...i must to say : ありがとう !!!
Our relation was very nice and funny with 24/24 hours to chat...
And one day i told him:
Douky: K san...when i can see u by webcam? *i saw him in some photos*
Kazuki: well...when i'll buy one...
Douky: oh..okee *i trust him*

A nice moment was when he showed me his cat , Onna , who's making just problems.
I was in love with him i was in love with his cat i was in love with all his life and his mood to be...
I remember 1 night..when we was laughing..suddenly he has told me that he gave me his heart and i was so happy...i felt loved <>

After some time...he has told me about a friend Ijyou..who stay in his house...
Why? Don't ask me... He just told that they are good friends and bla bla and
...
one day i find from this Ijyou who was at pc on Kazuki's id ...:
Ijyou: hey douky nice to meet you
Douky: huh? nice to meet you?bt you know me
Ijyou: no no..i'm Kazuki's friend...i want you to give me a piece of advice..about ..love
Douky: huh? o.O"...emm oke..how can i help you?
Ijyou: you see...i'm falling in love with kazuki and i don't know how to tell him this...
Douky: *

And bcs i was loving him...I said : If he is happy..i'm happy too

Douky: Ijyou..look ..the best mood to tell to somebody that you love him/her...is face to face..you must to do that...
Ijyou: Oh thanx douky u r great thanx for advice !
Douky: *why u r so stupid? is not so hard to think!* welcome dear..
Maybe in this conversation I look happy but no...i was scared that i'll lost my kazuki san...
That night was horrible...i was thinking at all our plans that we made... T_T HORRIBLE!
Next day...
Kazuki: you know that Ijyou want to be with me and yo didn't tell me that!
Douky: ...emm emm..em... omg!! calm down..i wanted to tell you this...
and bla bla..
*He was fighting by himself...*

see you soon