HAPPY BIRTHDAY , HIKARI!

HIKARI(AUNCIA)-19 april:)
お誕生日おめでとう

Thanx to my new life

HELLO NEW LIFE WITHOUT LIES <*I HOPE SO*>
Is so beautiful outside ...today was raining!
Sugoi ne??
Yes of course...
I fell so...so empty...
I have to say ARIGATO to my boyfriend, Kevin, for understanding me and bcs he was beside me all this time...I'm still alive bcs of him..Thanx bby ^_^ I love you
Thanx to my friends..Hideki&Beki for telling me the truth about...u know...You are my friends dudes and i don't care what is telling that bitch...<3
Thanx to my mother for yesterday when she did a super pizza...and thanx to my daddy bcs give me some money..thanx..
And that to my dog bcs now is a big boy and are not eating my shoes yet..and he is a great dog and a best friend...
And thanx to my fish..to Sisen and Kokoro..bcs they are...>.>" fish ^_^b
Thanx to God bcs gives me all i wanted and all my family is with me and is healthy...
Thanx:D

That's all

So ...guys...that's all...

I mean here is the end of this shity story



Thanx for visiting my blog...



But is not the end:)



I'll post...Things about something else..interesting and funny...hope u guys like it...

~~The end~~

こんにちは

How can i start...?!
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It's hard to explain...So fucking hard =(
I remember >>10 sept 2009<<> was the last time when i talked with Kazuki...
I was started to forget all abouut him and...

Few days ago...a girl..named ~~~~chan...added me on Yahoo...and she has told me something...that...was... UNBELIEVABLE!

:(

In all this time...there was NO KAZUKI...
Shinigami Kazuki...He doesn't exist.."He" is just a bitchy girl from romania...Named Inna slut sux...And she is crazy! really ...she have some problems with her head... her fucking blond head...
Can u believe?
I talked with her...and all was just a fucking joke made because of BOREDOM! and MADNESS

And ...I'll finish this story..this part of my fucking life...which changed me...
Don't trust anyone guys...Anyone...

And some nice words for my dear INNA HOT SHIT SLUT BITCH...

GO AND FUCK YOURSELF BABY!!

And if you need help...I'm here to RAPE UR ASS!

And DON'T FORGET...
I HAVE TRUE FRIENDS...You don't have anyone mother fucker..Nobody can loves a bitch like you~

Stay in ur room and never get out...!

ADIO...KAZUKI-INNA!

Bullshit

Hello again friends..we are very close to the interesting moment...
Douky : Let's begin! Are u ready?
My fans : yeaaaa!!! f**k him ---> I'm joking <3
So..
Another fucking interesting day...was when kazuki san...


Kazuki: bla bla bla
Douky: bla bla bla
Kazuki: bla bla bla
Douky: bla bla bla..
Kazuki: douky...i wanna tell u something...
Douky : tell me *i was thinking..that something like >i love u<>
Kazuki: mnn..no..better not..bcs i know that u will not believe me... >.>
Douky: huh...you know that i trust you...please tell me..
Kazuki: oh...okke...
Douky:*omg omg...i'm so excited* ^_^
Kazuki: mnn ...Ijyou is not Ijyou...
Douky: yes and..?
Douky: what ?!?!?!?! o. O
Douky: "hahahaha lol" and if isn't Ijyou who the hell is he?
Kazuki: Is...

Kazuki: Is...Karyu from D'ray ...He is my boyfriend
Douky:*wtshit..yes hizumi is my boyfriend too* really?

Douky: great...u r famous than...
Kazuki: no..not so famous..bcs we can't be seen in public...
Douky: mnn so bad....u can send me a photo? with you? *you..I mean kazuki and...karyu loal hahaXD*
Kazuki: emm..u see hehe..i don't find my USB..gomen ;A;
douky:oh..i see...ok than is not a problem...
Douky: but why did u lie to me? i told everything to u..and you ...T_T

>First time i didn't believed him..But after a while..i was thinking..that he is from japan..and he has a lot of possibilities and oh i almost forgot..he was working in the musical studio of his boyfriend' band...>yes yes yes my dear..and my blog's profile is pink..bla bla<..

Kazuki: was just a baby joke..come on...
Douky: don't say come on when i'm angry!!*and hungry teheee*
Douky: I'm very dissapointed...:(
Kazuki: I don't care ..I love Karyu and I don't wanna let him for you..
Douky: *go to hell* I don't want this...You have ur life i have mine...
Kazuki: give me igg if you hate me..
And i blocked him..

lala
I was a little sad... bcs...i don't know...i hate arguing with somebody..and...was kazuki...><"
I remember that before i found out about "Karyu" I argued with Ijyou...on MSN..i don't remember why!?
I month i didn't know anything about Kazuki..i was missing him..and his stupid jokes..and that mood when he was telling me that he smells like a pig..or he feels like a shit in the rain *btw..u r a shit* never mind...
I wanted to find him..and solve this bullshit...finally i found him...
We make up...was very hard..but we make up...*then was the most important thing*
He stared again to tell me about Karyu...

Kazuki: Karyu wants to take a bath...
Douky: but i didn't tell nothing...about karyu
Kazuki: yes i know but i will go to wash his back...rwar
Douky: *yes...rwar..of course* okke...see yah
Douky: *do u want to wash my...........mrr.. haha*


A lot of...bullshits..a lot of lies...
Some of them..: when they were heaving S to the E to the X *thanx to NIGAHIGA FOR THIS "F to the A to the R to the T to the S hehe..love u TEHEE"* and when Kazuki was washing his back and all his body...including his Easter Eggs *haha omg* and a lot of another things...
And finally we fought again...
Bcs he was jealous on my boyfriend...
Yes yes never mind...
Passed 3 months since we "bum bum"



また会いましょう！
Sorry for everything Karyu . . .U r great <3
Mata aimashou

You are my heartbreaker

So ..Kazuki san was thinking that I was lying him…but I didn’t! damn it !!
After 2 days…he was talking with me again…oke…I was thinking..”hmm maybe he was nervous in that night when he find that Ijyou falls in love with him…”
He has told me that they (Kazuki and Ijyou) started to have a relationship…Oke…if he is happy I’m happy too...but never mind..


So days were passing..and kazuki told me about every fucking moment that he spent with his boyfriend...*very annoying...* anoo... Everyday was full of partys (+ Ijyou), sex (with Ijyou), Dir en Grey (erotic dreams with Kyo) Btw..i love kyou<3> and his cat Onna, a poor baby orange yellow pink cat...Very perv...who kiss kazuki's ass "Yes of course my dear ! she forgot to s**k your *d**k!" and something about his mother who mastur***e with a pen...or pencil..and about his sister who...is something like an expert in s**king d**ks...sorry for this moment...Childrens under 14 are not allowed to read
Hehe...see yah <3



Yo ma heart heart heart heart heart breaker
What did I do wrong
Yo ma heart heart heart heart heart breaker
No way no way

I say I'm leaving, I'm really going
To see if you can live well [without me]


Thanx GD HAHAxd

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The begining of hell

So..days passed and i fall in love with Kazuki and "he with me". . .
A nice part..was that..he always was there for me..when i was fighting with my parents or when i was single...and...i must to say : ありがとう !!!
Our relation was very nice and funny with 24/24 hours to chat...
And one day i told him:
Douky: K san...when i can see u by webcam? *i saw him in some photos*
Kazuki: well...when i'll buy one...
Douky: oh..okee *i trust him*

A nice moment was when he showed me his cat , Onna , who's making just problems.
I was in love with him i was in love with his cat i was in love with all his life and his mood to be...
I remember 1 night..when we was laughing..suddenly he has told me that he gave me his heart and i was so happy...i felt loved <>

After some time...he has told me about a friend Ijyou..who stay in his house...
Why? Don't ask me... He just told that they are good friends and bla bla and
...
one day i find from this Ijyou who was at pc on Kazuki's id ...:
Ijyou: hey douky nice to meet you
Douky: huh? nice to meet you?bt you know me
Ijyou: no no..i'm Kazuki's friend...i want you to give me a piece of advice..about ..love
Douky: huh? o.O"...emm oke..how can i help you?
Ijyou: you see...i'm falling in love with kazuki and i don't know how to tell him this...
Douky: *

And bcs i was loving him...I said : If he is happy..i'm happy too

Douky: Ijyou..look ..the best mood to tell to somebody that you love him/her...is face to face..you must to do that...
Ijyou: Oh thanx douky u r great thanx for advice !
Douky: *why u r so stupid? is not so hard to think!* welcome dear..
Maybe in this conversation I look happy but no...i was scared that i'll lost my kazuki san...
That night was horrible...i was thinking at all our plans that we made... T_T HORRIBLE!
Next day...
Kazuki: you know that Ijyou want to be with me and yo didn't tell me that!
Douky: ...emm emm..em... omg!! calm down..i wanted to tell you this...
and bla bla..
*He was fighting by himself...*

see you soon